Thursday, May 07, 2009

Soo... two night ago... Completely bad!
Well the whole day was pretty much awesome.. the nite was semi good!
Went to the gym for 2 hrs came home... hung out with Tim and his frens.. Drank a lil cause it was Cinco De Mayo/ [Sp. seeng-kaw the mah-yaw] (Mexican Holiday)

Anyways....
It was great and all... i Wrestled my bro then his frend. hah... BTW, 3 guys VS one gurl..... not a good idea! haha....
But it was fun... Then gah... i shouldnt have gone online... Thats when it all went down hill!!!!!
An ex of mine came online and started talkin to me.. He's like "hey ana... guess who's coming back to town tomorrow?" So i said i only know one person thats outta town and i told him it was this other ex of mine that's coming back to town... he's like yea.. thats right... You dont still love him do u, ana? So i said no! that was 2 yrs ago... he said good! cause u know he was just using you.

Gah!! wtf!
Hey asshole guess what? Go get a life.. Instead of saying shit like that to me..... You might want to wake up?!
We dated 3 yrs ago.... that was a really long time ago... U left me remember?! So when i dated the guy after you... who gives a shit??? it's my life.... I know it was bad that i dated him cause he was your fren, but i figured why not? i dont wanna spend my time thinking of what-could-have-been!!!! So we broke up 3 months after that... I dnt care. But let me tell u, those 3 months right there is something that i will never forget.... He was amazing to me for the most part. I will never forget him.. i dont think i ever will even if i wanted to.... So riddle me this smarty pants... If he didnt care about me and was using me, would he have written to me a long as email after he left??? i dont know... but i chose to see that it was something there... and that it was real.. it wasnt fake... It just seemed like u never got over the fact that me n him dated... but seriously come on.. it was soo long ago... Look at him now.. he's making something of himself.... and take a good look at urself... ure no one... going no where! U're still in the smae job as u were when u were what? 14?! U spend most of the time talking shit about those people u call frens.... i mean what the fuck!!!!


Just had to get that out of my chest!!!!