i wasnt going to post this up... but kimmi said i might as well since ppl read to know whats up with my life? but sometimes i think the more people know about my life the more they'll judge?

i dont know what to do...

i dont know what it is about him but i think i kinda like him but i messed up?!

well like the first fri tt i met him he told me he wanted to date me and take me out n stuff

so i said ok? but knowing me i never follow through... its not because i dont like the guy.. its usually because im scared? well so i didnt go? well more so of didnt answer? so the following weekend bumped into him n his frens at te club. I TOLD KIM THAT THEY WLD BE THERE.. shes like noo... i have a feeling they wont. hahah yahh right! ppshhh... i soo caalled it! well anyway, i felt bad! i didnt contact him during tt week at all.. and i didnt answer about the date thing? so during our hanging out at the club... i was quiet.. he asked me whats up and i didnt answer... or maybe i did but one word kinda... so felt kinda awkward... but as the night progressed the more he talked the more i sorta like him? and now i think i kinda wanna date him but i dont think he'll ask me again?! arrgh!