Anastasia Nicole Francis♥  Don't judge me before you know me. The more you use your eyes the less you see.! 
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Monday, December 20, 2010
so todays blog is a wee bit saddening for some of friends... whoever my friends are that might be reading. i had an epiphany earlier today... well just a couple of hours ago actually... we all know ive been wanting to go back to Singapore. but you know, the more i stay here with my family.... the more i wanna be here. and im realizing that if i keep leaving here and there... i basically have no life.... its like my life is put on hold? like i create a life then i have to leave.... VICE VERSA. >>>> explaining to gregory>>>>>>> hahhaha... i know at times.. well most times i wanna go back.. but i figured if i keep going back n forth i will be the one at lost at the same time get what i mean.? my life is always on the goooooo so yeah, like i see everyone else's life moving forward. except mine if i keep on doing that. i mean i love it... i love being somewhere new with familiar faces. i dont know why. but i do.. but i guess no matter what, im still at a lost arent i? even if i stay or go? but i guess my heart aches no matter where i am too.... if i leave here to go there... i will miss my family. but if i leave there to be here with my family.. i'll miss my little family i created for myself in singapore... ok so earlier on i said... "i basically have no life" i do have a life. i know i know. most people who are reading this are probably thinking "hmmm sure it is a life, what is she talkin about?! she gets to TRAVEL!" hahah yes i get it... what if u travel alot.. what life is it? dont get me wrong ive always wanted to travel but i kinda feel like i'll be missin out on everyone's lives who ARE in my life ya know? i have to start up my life again somehow and somewhere right, guys? it saddens me to know or to think that i might not want to go back and live there anymore... but you know... this is today's epiphany... =) but one thing is for sure YOU CAN BET YOUR ASS THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET ANYONE OF YOU LOVES THAT ARE MY FAMILY THAT I CREATED FOR MYSELF! I WILL ALWAYS THINK ABOUT YOU! NO WHERE I AM. I MAY BE BESIDE YOU AND STILL BE THINKING ABOUT YOU! =) isnt that just amazing. i know. im just that awesome! ;) hahah!  |
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