Wednesday, May 20, 2009

I know now that I've always liked you.. I find myself thinking about you from time to time, I just wish I didn't ever have to think about you, because thinking about you just hurts.... It makes me want to just curl up in a ball and do nothing but CRY!!

You may think you know who I'm talking about, but really.... No one really know except for one person who was there for me for 6 months.... She knows everything I'm feeling about this guy. I'm just sad that I'm soooo very far away, and I probably missed my chance with him... I keep on hoping and wishing that maybe, just maybe someday he'll realize that it's me... No one would ever feel for him as much as I've felt for him!

This Is to you....
I know we fight ALOT, more than we should when we barely even see each other often, but someone once told me that you wouldn't fight if you didn't care about that person... So I'll tell you now, I do care about you! So much! You have no idea... Why can't things be easy like a song, I want you to want me....
Simple, meaningful and damn straight to the point!!!!! Do you still have that email that I sent you 2 years ago? I can still remember what you said to me still....