man... my poor blog! ive abandon you! =( shoot sshoot. needa get back on track to my daily basis routine of blogging! to y fellow viewers! im sooo sorrry!!!!!. =(

well lets see.... ive been feeling soo arrgh these past few days... probably cause bofy isnt in town and i havent really heard much from himm. so im feeling worried and shiit. bugs me hella! i do trust himm but the lack of attention on his part kills me and the amount of text i sent him annoys me.... i feel like im soo clingy... even though i knwo imnot like that!. help! i know me.. and thhis isnt me!. arrrgh i guess its everyone who feels neglected feels this way and gets this way. i just simply cant wait till he gets back then! i wish it was sooner. even though its already said that you were coming home in 9 days since you left instead of the one month. but i wish you could come back wayy sooner than that. please please do.

on that note... i feel alot lighter now that ive got it out of me. lts hope i can sleep now...

all this feelings is causing my lack of sleep... even tiring myself out at the gym isnt working.... blahhh.... i know.. help indeed!!!!

B. i miss you!