Monday, September 07, 2009

So last night i had a dream about an ex bestfren. i dreamt that we werefrens again. she finally apologised then i did tooo. and it was like an emotional moment... then we both cried. Then the 5 of us "vivacammp" were like reunited. haha...

Funny thins is that Puden was on MSN and was telling me about a good news she was really excited about and wanted me to know so badly. It was about her convo with liza. That they were talking about me last nite. and that liza was fellin really bad and wants to apologise to me.. and that liza had the same dream i did too.

so now puden is tellin me that liza feels bad and has been wanting to apologise n that she loves me the most out of all 5 of us. and that she n i have known each other the longest. alot of fond memories together! which i completely agree about!!! ive really missed her altho my heart still hurts. i know people say sticks n stones can break my bones but words wont? hmmm not in my case. i still feel it.. the pain! I dunnoe. i guess i really respected her n knew she always had my back n wld never judge me... as i wldnt to her... but yeah.. its in the past.. not gunna think about it... so yeah.

I guess thats some good news. lol
Hmmmm oddly enuff i think its god's doing... :)
Very grateful. i was beginning to think that we were never gunna be the fantastic 5 anymore.